And then came you.

September 25, 2007 at 5:48 pm (being better, dinner, dreams, flirting, gay, happyness, improving, kiss, love, music)

Mood:  Superhero!

Song:   Snow Patrol – Chasing Cars

Is funny how things happen.

I was always bitching about how lonely I feel, and when I decided to feel lonely no more, I found him feeling lonely too.
And I’m amazed by the fact that two guys can be born and raised so far from each other and still being so alike.

We’ve been seeing each other every single day since we started to date.  Movies, dancing, park, restaurants, whatever: there’s always something fun to do.
And yesterday, he was a little bit quiet.  I asked him why, if something was wrong…  His face was blushing and suddenly he asked me to be his boyfriend.

And I said yes  😀

——

We’ll do it all, Everything on our own
We don’t need anything or anyone

If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don’t quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much, they’re not enough

If I lay here, f I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we’re told, before we get too old, show me a garden that’s bursting into life

Let’s waste time chasing cars around our heads
I need your grace to remind me, to find my own

If I lay here, f I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we’re told, before we get too old, show me a garden that’s bursting into life
All that I am, all that I ever was is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see
I don’t know when, confused about how as well, just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

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New Version Of Me

September 21, 2007 at 2:21 pm (being better, dinner, dreams, flirting, friendship, Games, gay, happyness, improving, kiss, love, music, Shy, tea, town)

Mood: Happy

Song: New Version Of You

“Can you become a new version of you?
New wallpaper, new shoe leather, a new way home
I don’t remember
New version of you, I need a new version of me”

I’m overwhelmed by the direction my life has taken this last week.

First of all, I have a clique at work though they’re not co-workers, so I spend a lot of time with ’em.

Second, my boss noticed that I’ve been workin’ hard on these past holidays (in order to provide the services that we’re expected to give to our customers, even when we’re facing a “storm” caused by the 5-days National Holiday celebration). Work was done impeccably, and all the credit was mine to seize. He was so happy that we even talked about the possibility of a trip to the States (yay!)

And finally, I met a guy. Is kinda funny, cuz we met long time ago through internet (I told you that I was a gamer before, right?).
I’ve been playing Lineage 2 for a long time, and this guy was in my team, and we used to talk about stuff (tons of it. he knows me better than my dad, by now).
Last 19th all geeks that play on the Chilean server got together in a barbecue, and since I’m feeling more confident about myself, I went to the meeting.

It took just one second. I look at him and I stared. I was dazzled, this guy is handsome and sweet, and shy too. It was glorious, because we both were looking at each other’s eyes… We started talking, and we realized we have a lot in common. It was about sunset when we decided to keep talking in a quieter place.
Since my apartment was a 10 minutes walk away, we were on our path to get a nice cup of tea. We kept talking about music, life, movies, games, and everything was flowing naturally… Suddenly he took my hand, and he told me he thought that I was beautiful and rare, and he kissed me in the cheek… He was blushing and he was really, really nervous (and so was I, but I tried not to crumble and melt right there).

I just wanted to, so I held his hand for a few seconds, and I kissed him. His lips tasted so sweet, and he was trembling as I was; we kissed for a long time…

That day, officially we started dating. Today, we’re going out for pizza and beer, and then to a movie.

I AM HAPPY!!!

BTW: His name is Chris. And he has the most intense brown eyes I’ve ever seen.

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National Holiday! (5 days is TOO MUCH!)

September 17, 2007 at 3:13 pm (being better, drinking, flirting, friendship, gay, happyness, improving, job, music, partying)

Mood:  Excited

Song:  Origa feat. Heartsdales – Player

OMG!  I’ve never been so excited for our national holidays.
First of all, our national holiday -officially- is just September 18th and 19th. But since this year those two days turned out to be Tuesday and Wednesday, it was made a special law to made every Monday or Friday between this 2 days also a National Holiday.  So basically, Monday 17th (today) is now a holiday.
So, celebrations started last Friday night, and will finish officially on 19th’s night.

In our National Holidays we go to a “Fonda”: a improvised resto-club that has traditional music, tons of booze and typical meals.  It’s really nice, and foreigners love to come to our Fondas 😛

This is the first time that I’m on my own for the holidays, and I was already invited by my workmates to a party today.
In fact I was celebrating yesterday as well, we went to a fonda and after that to a gay club:  It was better than I expected.
A couple of guys were checkin’ on me, and one of them ask me to dance with him.  I said no, cuz I wasn’t feelin’ it, but anyway; I was dancin with my boys and it was funny as hell.  They invited me to do the same today, but I’m tired, so I might not be going.

Anyway, I have a good feeling about these holidays.  I’ll keep you updated on what’s going on 😀

See ya!  And thanks for posting even when I’m down.  (I know I can be a real downer from time to time, thanks for not rubbing that on my face)

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Get to know J

September 11, 2007 at 8:52 pm (being better, gay, happyness, improving, know me, love, Shy)

This was borrowed from Tigeryogi’s blog:

1. What is your best friend’s Dad’s name? :$ I don’t know if he actually has a regular(any) friend. I must say Juan, wich is the name of my grandfather.

2. What body part do you hate the most? I hate armpits. They are so not cute, though they’re sexy when a guy in a tanktop comes to you…

3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? While I was studying music, my piano teacher was so damn hot. Wojczeck Cvitanic, tall, dark hair, beautiful brown eyes, and a body meant to sin.

4. Have you ever made out in a basement? Since I lived in Chile my whole life, I don’t even know how a basement looks like.

5. What body part do you wash first in the shower? My face.

6. Do you have any piercings? My tongue, my ears, my lip.

7. Do you have any tattoos? I want to have a large tattoo on my back. I think I’ll get it this summer.

8. Is your driveway steep? Nope, I live in downtown. So not steep.

9. What’s your favorite flavored Pringle? Original.

10. Have you ever been tied up? When I played with my sisters and cousins, we used to play Cops and Thieves…

11. What was the worst thing you ever got grounded for? A teacher told me once that I must be stupid or something because I wasn’t writing nay notes, and I told him that simply I was not interested in taking notes for such a simple class. Director called my parents, and I got grounded for like 1 week with no piano, no TV and no cigarettes.

12. Have you ever had two dates in one night? I’ve never even had 2 dates in the same week.

13. How many times have you been cursed at? Sometimes, people use to think that I’m despicable.

14. Which shoe do you put on first? The first I grab.

15. How old are you? 26.

16. Have you ever been to a gay bar? Yes, and their not that spectacular…

17. Have you ever had any Friends with Benefits? Not quite sure…

18. Is there one thing all of the times you have been in love have had in common? Dunno… I think they’re great?

19. Did you French kiss before you were 16? No. Almost at 20.

20. Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting? No.

21. Who is the last person you usually think about before you fall asleep? My siblings.

22. Have you ever had a song written about you? No, but I composed a sonata.  About myself, of course.

23. If you had to choose to not ever wash your bed sheets or your towel ever again, which would you choose? Definitely the towel.  I can get rid of it and get dry just by the air…

24. Have you ever found anything in your parents’ bedroom that was questionable? Not really.  I’ve never thought that porn was questionable.

25. What was your childhood nickname? Fwan.

26. When is the last time you played the air guitar? Hahaha, when I walk down the street, I tend to play guitar or piano while I’m walking with my IPod.

27. Have you ever peeked in the opposite sex’s locker room? No, I am naive and shy.

28. What’s the weirdest thing you have done while driving? I’m an excellent and reliable driver LOL, I’m awful at driving, I prefer walking.

29. Have you ever bitten your toenails? No…  Can I?  It’s kinda disgusting.

30. How do you normally eat your Oreo cookies? Don’t really like Oreo, because they’re chocolate flavored.  I don’t like chocolate.

31. Name something you do when your same sex friends aren’t around?…  Pick my nose.

32. How many drinks does it take before you get drunk? I can bear a lot of Vodka, the rest it’s relative.

33. Why are you doing this survey? Hahahaha, just because!

34. What was the best year of your life? Definitely the next year.  No matter how happy or sad am I, next year will always be better.  That makes me have more hope.

35. Any strange phobias? I’m afraid of bugs, and big heights!

36. Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? When I was a child, like 2 yrs old, I stuck a bean up my nose.

37. whens the last time you threw up? Mmm…  :S Whenever I get nervous, I throw up.  😦

38. Have you ever called your love interest by another girl/guys name? No.

39. Have you ever gotten caught sleeping while on a date? Never! Believe me, I’ve waited years for this to happen (me dating); and when it finally happened I was definitely not sleeping.

40. Have you ever played naked Twister? Not naked, not dressed.  Don’t like it.

41. Have you ever been drunk at work/school? At college I was drunk way more than just once.

42. How many Ellie’s do you know? Nope, not even one.

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Fiesta!

August 28, 2007 at 12:56 am (being better, dinner, drinking, friendship, gay, happyness, improving, music, partying, sex)

Last Saturday I went to a party.  One of my job mates invited me, and since the guy is really nice, I said it was ok.  I went to a mall and spent a lot of money gettin clothes (since i never go out of the apt, i have like regular clothes, nothing fancy) and some nice dinner, and some nice wine for the party  ( i totally love wine) 😀

I was waiting very nervous for the clock saying:  it’s 11 o clock, it’s time for partying !!! (If you didn’t notice before, I’ve never was invited before to a real party.  Just with my family).

The nice guy (his name is Cristian), told me to relax, cuz I was really nervous.  He went to my apt, drank a cup of wine with me, and the we just go.

The thing was a dinner party of his boyfriend, and all the people in there were gay.  Everyone, so cute, so polite, so looking at me like “he is the shy guy who Cristian was talking about”, and my face was reddish.  well, maybe purple 😀

After some cups of wine, we begin to eat, and then sharing some fun info about ourselves… you know, the wine and being nervous is not usually a good combo.  I was drinking wine like if it was water.  Thank Gods i’m really used to drink wine i was just feeling relaxed.  and then we started to play games :S

I dunno why you call this game, the one that you’re challenged to tell the truth or to do something else. Well, since I’m not a guy who likes to ridicule himself by doin stupid things, i was just obliged to speak and share.

Hahaha, after that, saying a lot of things that made me look like the biggest nerd ever (never kissed anyone, never had sex in my life, never had a boyfriend, had a crush on ny sister’s fiance, etc), we decided to dance (it was about 3 o clock in the morning).

This was my favorite song that day 😀

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As The Rush Comes

August 17, 2007 at 4:16 pm (dreams, happyness, improving, job, love, music, Shy)

Just for the curious I will leave a picture of me.

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“Traveling somewhere, it could be anywhere; there’s a coldness in the air but I don’t care. We drift deeper into the sound and life goes on, we drift deeper into the sound, feeling strong, so bring it on…

Embrace me, surround me as the rush comes…”

(Motorcycle – As The Rush Comes)

I came back yesterday from my interview in this big job. Finally, the decision was made: I’m in!.
I applied 2 months ago to a job bid for Lead Trainer position, and no one ever told me about what happened. I thought I would die in my filthy Trainer position, getting to know nothing about the real world, high buildings and glamour itself (LOL)

Now, they think I’m the best for the position. So, now I’m the Lead Trainer in Chile…

Finally, this is the opportunity I was looking for. Now I can make it to a great job, get to know some people and make some good money.

VoIP Company I can’t disclosure its name, Here I come!

The song is one that really makes me want someone to love. I’m waiting, I want to be embraced, surrounded when the rush comes.

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