Gay Pride and Danny Radcliffe (or should I say Dan?)
Mood: Tired but happy.
Song: Gloria Trevi – Todos Me Miran ( Everyone looks at me)
Tú me hiciste sentir que no valía (You made me feel not worthy)
y mis lágrimas cayeron a tus pies (And my tears ran down to your feet )
me miraba en el espejo y no me hallaba (I stared at the mirror and I didn’t find myself)
yo era sólo lo que tú querías ver (I was only what you wanted to see)
Y me solté el cabello, me vestí de reina (And I untied my hair, and dressed like a queen)
me puse tacones, me pinté y era bella (Put my heels and make up on and I was beautiful)
y caminé hacia la puerta, te escuché gritarme (I walked towards the doorsteps, I heard you yelling at me)
pero tus cadenas ya no pueden pararme (But your chains won’t stop me anymore)
y miré la noche y ya no era oscura, era de lentejuelas (And I look the skynight and it wasn’t dark anymore, it was made of glitter)
Y todos me miran, me miran, me miran (And everyone looks at me)
porque sé que soy linda, porque todos me admiran (Cuz I know I’m pretty, cuz everyone admires me)
Y todos me miran, me miran, me miran (And everyone looks at me)
porque hago lo que pocos se atreverán (Cuz I do what few dare to do)
Y todos me miran, me miran, me miran (And everyone looks at me)
algunos con envidia pero al final, pero al final (some may be envious, but at the end)
pero al final, todos me amarán (At th end everyone will love me)
Tomorrow is the Chilean Gay Pride Parade. I’m very excited, because Chris and I decided to go 
Is the first time I’m gonna be in one, and I even bought tickets for the official party
And, Please… take a look on Danny Radcliffe. He’s not Harry Potter anymore and definitely, he’s showing us that he’s everything but a kid.
New Version Of Me
Mood: Happy
Song: New Version Of You
“Can you become a new version of you?
New wallpaper, new shoe leather, a new way home
I don’t remember
New version of you, I need a new version of me”
I’m overwhelmed by the direction my life has taken this last week.
First of all, I have a group of friends. They’re related to my job but they’re not co-workers, so I can spend time with ‘em and not compromise my position.
Second, my boss noticed that I was workin’ hard on these past holidays in order to provide the services that we’re expected to give even when they were facing a storm caused by the 5 celebration days. The work was done impeccably, and all the credit was mine. He was so happy that we even talked about the possibility of a trip to the States.
And finally, I met a guy. Is kinda funny, cuz we met long time ago through internet (I told you that I was a total geek. I’ve been playing Lineage 2 for a long time, and this guy was in my team) and we used to talk about life and all that stuff. Last 19th all geeks from the Chilean server got together in a barbecue, and since I’m feeling more confident about myself, I went to the meeting.
It took just one second. I look at him and I started to stare. I mean, I was dazzled, the guy is so gorgeous and sweet, and nice and shy too. It was a glorious moment, because we both were staring at each others eyes… We started talking, and we realized we have a lot in common. It was about sunset when we decided to keep talking in a quiet place. since my apartment was 10 mins away walking, we took our path to get a nice cup of tea. We kept talking about music, life, movies, games, and everything was flowing naturally… Suddenly he took my hand, and he told me he thought that I was the most amazing guy he ever knew before… He was blushing and he was really, really nervous (so was I).
I just wanted to, so I held his hand for a few seconds, and I kissed him. His lips tasted so sweet, and he was trembling as I was; we kissed for a long time…
That day, officially we started dating. Today, we’re going out for pizza and beer, and then to a movie.
I AM HAPPY!!!
BTW: His name is Chris. And he has the most beautiful brown eyes I’ve ever seen.
National Holiday! (5 days is A LOT)
Mood: Excited
Song: Origa feat. Heartsdales – Player
OMG! I’ve never been so excited with our national holidays. First of all, officially is just September 18th and 19th, but since this year those two days turned out to be Tuesday and Wednesday, it was made a special law to made every Monday or Friday between this 2 days also a National Holiday. So basically, Monday 17th (today) is now a holiday. So, celebrations started last Friday night, and will finish officially on 19th’s night.
In our National Holidays we go to a “Fonda”: a improvised restaurant-disco that has traditional music and typical meals. It’s really nice, and foreigners love to come to our Fondas 
This is the first time that I’m in Santiago for this holidays, and I was already invited for my jobmates to party today. In fact I was partying yesterday, we went to a fonda and after that to a gay club: It was nicer than I thought. 2 guys were checkin’ on me and one of them ask me to dance with me. I said no, cuz the guy was a little bit insistent on the issue, but anyway; I was dancin with my jobmates and it was funny as hell. They invited me to do the same today, but I’m tired, so I might not be going.
Anyway, I have a good feeling about this holidays. I’ll keep you updated on what’s going on
See ya! and thanks for posting even when I’m down. I can be really depressive, thanks for not scrubbing it on my face
Fiesta!
Last Saturday I went to a party. One of my job mates invited me, and since the guy is really nice, I said it was ok. I went to a mall and spent a lot of money gettin clothes (since i never go out of the apt, i have like regular clothes, nothing fancy) and some nice dinner, and some nice wine for the party ( i totally love wine)
I was waiting very nervous for the clock saying: it’s 11 o clock, it’s time for partying !!! (If you didn’t notice before, I’ve never was invited before to a real party. Just with my family).
The nice guy (his name is Cristian), told me to relax, cuz I was really nervous. He went to my apt, drank a cup of wine with me, and the we just go.
The thing was a dinner party of his boyfriend, and all the people in there were gay. Everyone, so cute, so polite, so looking at me like “he is the shy guy who Cristian was talking about”, and my face was reddish. well, maybe purple
After some cups of wine, we begin to eat, and then sharing some fun info about ourselves… you know, the wine and being nervous is not usually a good combo. I was drinking wine like if it was water. Thank Gods i’m really used to drink wine i was just feeling relaxed. and then we started to play games :S
I dunno why you call this game, the one that you’re challenged to tell the truth or to do something else. Well, since I’m not a guy who likes to ridicule himself by doin stupid things, i was just obliged to speak and share.
Hahaha, after that, saying a lot of things that made me look like the biggest nerd ever (never kissed anyone, never had sex in my life, never had a boyfriend, had a crush on ny sister’s fiance, etc), we decided to dance (it was about 3 o clock in the morning).
This was my favorite song that day
Dustin, I love you!!! Please come and get me!
I have to admit it.
I have a crush on Dustin. No, I fell in love with Dustin. Last night I was having the most beautiful dream, about having a totally fulfilling life. I was in my apartment (a really spacious one, in a first world city -at this point I was aware it was a dream-), just listening some piano music while I was cooking something quite exotic (it looked delicious. I’m not implying that it actually was something exquisite). My performance at the kitchen was perfect, and the music suddenly stopped. 10 seconds later, Dustin O’Halloran was taking me by the hand and saying: “Sweetie, it looks delicious…”, just before kissing me, softly and gentle. His words still sound in my head like it was true, liked it had happened. Well, of course the dream didn’t stop right there, but the important thing is that I was dreaming about a guy I’ve never actually seen (not even in videos), just some photographs. I’ve listened to his music, which is beautiful, and I’m at this very moment doing some arrangements on his work. I play a lot of piano (which doesn’t mean I’m good at it), and I totally love his music. And, I can’t actually stop fantasizing about him….
Well, if you want to listen to his music, or see his pictures, please visit his official website:
http://www.dustinohalloran.com/index.php
