And then came you.
Mood: Superhero!
Song: Snow Patrol – Chasing Cars
Is funny how things happen.
I was always bitching about my loneliness, and when I decided to be lonely no more, I found him feeling lonely too. And I’m amazed by the fact that two guys can be raised so distant and still being so alike.
We’ve been seeing each other every single day since we started to date. Movies, dancing, park, restaurants, whatever: there’s always something funny to do. And yesterday, he was a little bit quiet. I asked him why, if something was wrong… His face was blushing and suddenly he asked me to be his boyfriend.
And I said yes 
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We’ll do it all, Everything on our own
We don’t need anything or anyone
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don’t quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much, they’re not enough
If I lay here, f I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we’re told, before we get too old, show me a garden that’s bursting into life
Let’s waste time chasing cars around our heads
I need your grace to remind me, to find my own
If I lay here, f I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we’re told, before we get too old, show me a garden that’s bursting into life
All that I am, all that I ever was is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see
I don’t know when, confused about how as well, just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
New Version Of Me
Mood: Happy
Song: New Version Of You
“Can you become a new version of you?
New wallpaper, new shoe leather, a new way home
I don’t remember
New version of you, I need a new version of me”
I’m overwhelmed by the direction my life has taken this last week.
First of all, I have a group of friends. They’re related to my job but they’re not co-workers, so I can spend time with ‘em and not compromise my position.
Second, my boss noticed that I was workin’ hard on these past holidays in order to provide the services that we’re expected to give even when they were facing a storm caused by the 5 celebration days. The work was done impeccably, and all the credit was mine. He was so happy that we even talked about the possibility of a trip to the States.
And finally, I met a guy. Is kinda funny, cuz we met long time ago through internet (I told you that I was a total geek. I’ve been playing Lineage 2 for a long time, and this guy was in my team) and we used to talk about life and all that stuff. Last 19th all geeks from the Chilean server got together in a barbecue, and since I’m feeling more confident about myself, I went to the meeting.
It took just one second. I look at him and I started to stare. I mean, I was dazzled, the guy is so gorgeous and sweet, and nice and shy too. It was a glorious moment, because we both were staring at each others eyes… We started talking, and we realized we have a lot in common. It was about sunset when we decided to keep talking in a quiet place. since my apartment was 10 mins away walking, we took our path to get a nice cup of tea. We kept talking about music, life, movies, games, and everything was flowing naturally… Suddenly he took my hand, and he told me he thought that I was the most amazing guy he ever knew before… He was blushing and he was really, really nervous (so was I).
I just wanted to, so I held his hand for a few seconds, and I kissed him. His lips tasted so sweet, and he was trembling as I was; we kissed for a long time…
That day, officially we started dating. Today, we’re going out for pizza and beer, and then to a movie.
I AM HAPPY!!!
BTW: His name is Chris. And he has the most beautiful brown eyes I’ve ever seen.
National Holiday! (5 days is A LOT)
Mood: Excited
Song: Origa feat. Heartsdales – Player
OMG! I’ve never been so excited with our national holidays. First of all, officially is just September 18th and 19th, but since this year those two days turned out to be Tuesday and Wednesday, it was made a special law to made every Monday or Friday between this 2 days also a National Holiday. So basically, Monday 17th (today) is now a holiday. So, celebrations started last Friday night, and will finish officially on 19th’s night.
In our National Holidays we go to a “Fonda”: a improvised restaurant-disco that has traditional music and typical meals. It’s really nice, and foreigners love to come to our Fondas 
This is the first time that I’m in Santiago for this holidays, and I was already invited for my jobmates to party today. In fact I was partying yesterday, we went to a fonda and after that to a gay club: It was nicer than I thought. 2 guys were checkin’ on me and one of them ask me to dance with me. I said no, cuz the guy was a little bit insistent on the issue, but anyway; I was dancin with my jobmates and it was funny as hell. They invited me to do the same today, but I’m tired, so I might not be going.
Anyway, I have a good feeling about this holidays. I’ll keep you updated on what’s going on
See ya! and thanks for posting even when I’m down. I can be really depressive, thanks for not scrubbing it on my face
Communication
The party ended around 5 in the morning, so I decided to get a cab and go to my apartment. And Dan (a beautiful, beautiful guy who stared at me the whole dinner) asked me: “would you give me a ride? I live 2 blocks from your apartment” (we talked about that like 2 hours ago). I looked at him and just nodded my head… He sat near to me in the cab, and started asking me some questions: “So J, where did you live before? Why did you move to the town? Did you like it so far? Have you been to this new gay club? Do you know this restaurant?” I wanted to him to be quiet, cuz I was so nervous; but at the same time, he was staring at me very concentrated while he was asking. I felt like he did care about knowing that information. the thing is that once I was ready to step out of the cab, something really moves insdide of me… “Do you want to have a cup of tea with me?” (I know, it’s lame to invite to have some tea, like if I was a 65 yrs. old lady ), I barely could believe what I just did. We went into the apartment and keep not talking… and share the cup of tea and looking at each other…
He noticed the piano and ask me to play a piece. I told him: “Dan, is 5:30 in the morning, neighbor’s gonna kill me”, but something in my head told me that was the perfect occasion. So I played for him, for more than an hour.
At 7, he said to me that he was about leaving, and i was kinda sad about. He look at me, and gave me the biggest hug I’ve ever had. I’ve never been that close to a guy in my entire life! After he left, i kept on playing the piano for another hour.
Well… tomorrow we’re going to dinner, together.
See ya!
BTW, the song in this video, is his favorite song, and we were the only two who were singing it when it started to play. That’s why he looked at me in the first place.
The Cardigans – Communication
